Like I had no center.
I would be vulnerable, unhappy, and scared.
I’d feel lost. And cold.
Outcast.
Unsafe and unloved.
Worry, shame, uncertainty.
It would be frightening and embarrassing.
To not have a home is like not having a basis for anything.
I would feel lost, and I would try to turn to safety only to find more darkness, and holes in the ground.
A very alien feeling, very stressing and disorienting.
I can’t imagine this. I can imagine a small apartment or a dorm room, but not nothing.
I would become a drifter, but it would be a cold and hard adventure.
I would feel vulnerable, exposed, unprotected, unjustified, hurt, betrayed, and resentful.
It would be bad, especially as you lose that sense of a final destination.
I would want to find a home, but I wouldn’t know how to find one.
With nowhere to center myself, I would just wander, without purpose.
I would be thankful for any bit of help.
I would be scared and ashamed.
I can’t imagine not knowing where my family would be day to day.
I’d feel like I could never be as good or important as the people surrounding me and that was all my fault. I’d feel helpless, alone, and depressed.
It is really unimaginable.
I couldn’t live with the pain and worry that comes with being homeless.
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